never far behind

ok its been a really long week to come where i am now.. had to be confined 12 days without any book out. within the 12 days, 6 days were used for field camp which was really exhausting and shag.. all the exercise literally push me to the limit and my muscles also started to ache lar.. of cos there were insect bites and cuts and bruises like over here and over there.. i guess all these is a package with the field camp.. i guess it is what makes you become from a boy to a man.. being out in the jungle and surviving only on your buddy and whatever food you have. Also some politics is beginning to blow in my platoon where some sections dun like other sections.. haiz.. tis is a sad case man.. really hope it will just stay as it is and it wun break out until its some damn big issue..

I have just accepted to study nus pharmacy! i rejected the offer to study chem and biochem in ntu.. woots! actually both courses are very good la.. just that the ntu one is more focused on lab work, which i may not excel in.. i dunno.. im afraid if i made the right choice.. if this is the right path to go.. no doubt pharmacist are in hot demand now, but i wun wan to waste my life in guardian being the pharmacist there. right cheryl? LOL

i was like having tis conversation wif my cousin, she was like getting all emo and stuff! LOL.. talking about all of us growing up and then we spend our lives making money all our lives that we neglect and forget those around us.. Five years down the road, u see your class mates it may jus be a simple," hi, how are you, i gota rush for a meeting, take care goodbye." Actually this is really quite a sad situation such that you dont even have enough time to sit down and chat wif your classmate and friend.. And And she also said sth like how far we have grew from primary to secondary to now in JC.. which is also true.. the process of growing is painful especially when you stumble and fall along the way, you gota pick yourselves up and continue with the path you chosen.. True.. the next 10 years will have drastic changes on our lives and the things we do.. So i was jus telling cheryl that we must always make decisions that will benefit us and not to blindly follow pple..

haiz im booking in like 530 later.. jus about an hour more.. everytime when u going to book in, you will have this feeling of sian-ess overwhelming you.. like u have no mood to do anything more.. but look on the bright side of things, it is jus 3 more weekks to POP! 3 more weeks to POP!