never far behind

Today was the doomsday! the judgement day where we will take back our A level results which we completed last year in november.. and it seems like so far away maybe cos ive been slacking for too long.. for the past 3 mths.. It really seems very far away when the A's was over.. Come to think of it.. I could not sleep last nite man.. toss and turn around in bed until i finally went to sleep.. somehow i actually feel the effect of anxiety when i am not doing anything.. so next time i should always do something to occupy my mind and keep it away from the results.. I also shuld make full use of my remaining time left and get the cold engine started! woots!P

Talking about results.. i actually duno wat to say about my results.. they are not fanastic like all straight A"s.. not very poor with C's and D's dat kind too.. This however will put me above average in the cohort and above many other people.. but the people in aj is not representaative of all the people in singapore.. the people in the top few JC's are defintely much better than the other jc's.. and especially i will be competing with them if i decide to apply to go into medical school.. oh well.. these people have always been good and zai pple.. how to fight with them anw.. "shugs"

Anw back in the hall, i was seriously damn tense when miss leong was announcing the results la.. and bio dropped a lot man.. from 90% AB last yr to 50% AB tis year.. Its like this trend of this year very good then the nxt yr drop and so on and so forth.. So similar to the stock market man.. so unpredictable la.. hmm.. i mean its the same in life la.. mus always be able to adapt to changes and fluctuations..

When we queue to get our results.. its like a struggle within ourselves.. its like whether to go ahead and take it from miss ma or to wait a while more until we tink we are ready to get the shock of our lives? and some people who cnt take the stress will sure to cry.. and u will just stand there and loOk at the person blankly and u like duno how to comfort he person.. i hate such crying scenes cos u will automatically feel like very sad even the paper on ur hand may seem good?

My teacher once said in an examination only got 3 type of pple.. First is the type who noe they will do well and they do well.. the second type are those who ought to do well but ended up doing not so well and the last type are those who wun do well, but the actual results are much better than expected.. so everyone should strive to be the first kind and always be consistent in your work.. do not compare wif dat of others but to that of your own ability and strive to be a better yourself! :p